always.

Thursday, November 30, 2006

ytd had roti prate trip.
& ii guess ytd was like my first time
putting in so much effort for trng?
it was my first time completing da 30 x 100m,
w/o stopping.
ii think tht's quite a great achievement for me.
ii think da tears are worth it.
ii'll work harder nxt time.

& now, all ii do is sleep, eat, tv.
just came back from sembawang with my mum.
went to da lib.
this time, lib is a diff place now.
ii dont went there to study, but to borrow books.
[:

anw, ii gonna have my bronze cross nxt wed.
ii'm afraid.
cus ii only had one practice.
sighhh..

Monday, November 27, 2006

yeah, like what xy say.

TO THOSE JELLYFISH/SEABUGS/WHATEVER ITSY BISY IN THE SEA:

ii just hate you big time can!

ii just get back to trng,

& you start to bite me.

can't you just let me enjoy my first trng back into da sea?

you bite me at my leg, my arms, my finger.

it's so itchy & painful you know!

ii really hate you la.

you are making me scratch non-stop.

you better not bite me da nxt time ii go for trng.

now ii've awful spots on my leg, arms & finger.

you just sucks la!

Saturday, November 25, 2006

tml is beach trng,
ii can't wait!
it's like 2 months plus since ii like step into sentosa.
ii miss da surfboard,
da sand, wave & sun!
& ii'm gonna go collect da marathon package thing.
tml will be a fun & tiring day.
but who cares,
ii've so much time to waste now.

say whatever you wanna say,
do whatever you wanna do.
your problem is none of my business anymore.
ii've nothing to hide from you.

Friday, November 24, 2006

went pool today with mel, pc & leo.
3 hrs there?
& it's only $12.
gonna go party world with
grace, weeting, huihuang, choon meng nxt tue.
ii can't wait!
bcus ii think da last time ii step into party world
with thm,
was like 1yr plus ago?
anw, ii'm gonna have fun.

gonna start my first official trng after o's.
ii think ii'll have a "good" time,
bcus ii haven't been swimming for abt one mth?
anw, ii'll try my best huh.

& don't give me tht kinda att
tht ii can't guess what you're thinking ok.
fine if you say ii'm childish.
ii love colouring.
is there any prob with tht?
shit you.

things are not simple as it is,
ii'm open with anything ii've to say.

Thursday, November 23, 2006

yeah yeah.
my fault, my fault.
ok fine la, ii'm stingy.
ii dont wanna lend you money.
i dont wannt share things with you.
ii'm selfish, whatever you wanna say.
anw, look at yourelf before you sy others.
sometimes you just bollow a sum from ppl
& take such a long long time to return.
& thn sometimes,
you ownself will also forget abt it.
sometimes even ppl remind you to bring their stuff da nxt day,
you will jolly well forget abt it.
& ppl have to remind you agn & agn to get their stuff back.
even if ii really forget & owe ppl money,
ii'll just straight away return.

& if you say ii'm stingy, thn are you polite?
sometimes you just snatch other ppl's stuff away,
w/o even asking for permission.
so what if they're your friends?
at least show tm a bit of respect la.
if tht's ow you treat ppl,
thn ii dont know what to say.
whn ppl wanna look at your phone or whatever,
you'll hold it so tightly & wont allow ppl to see.
what is this?

mind your words,
whn did ii even make use of elaine & weeting?
or is it just bcus ii didnt ask you out for lib to study?
ii ask elaine to go lib,
is seriously bcus ii got que to ask her.
& somemore we've da same teacher.
but why shld u drag elaine into this matter?
why get her involved?
& why shld you drag my swimming friends inside?
ii didn't ask thm out is not bcus they stay far,
all of thm stay quite near.
but wanted to call weeting also,
is bcus she's my classmate.

& what about dominic you wanna say?
you feel tht ii make use of him?
thn tht time whn we go study,
didn't you ask him to walk with you to admiralty
thn back to northoaks agn?
what does tht mean?
asking him out to study whn ii can't find weeting & elaine,
means make use of him huh?
what's your definition of making use of others?

& so what about entry?
so you mean long entry means ii treasure thm more?
what kinda logic is this.
thn why did you give a black face tht time whn we
went to buy my present?

anw, ii dont wish to say too much.
ii dont wanna drag ppl into this thing.
it's only a matter btw da both of us.
anw, ii think you would be more thn happy
bcus you dont need to see me anymore.
whatever it is,
you can say whatever you want to support your stand.
bla.

being too confident will only lead to more disappointment.

Monday, November 20, 2006

o's over, so finally.
now ii've plenty time to waste!
hohoho [:
& my day was simply ruin by tht fcuking shit.
assumption won't do anybody any good.
got this link from audrey's blog:
http://www.sta.nus.edu.sg/~zhangjt/life/lovegame.html
it's funny, ii tried it. [:

Sunday, November 19, 2006

just woke up not long from nap.
was so tired.
waoke up early today,
around 7 plus?
had event at yishun swimming complex.
ii had fun in picking oranges & apples in da pool.
lol.

now at home,
don't know what to do.
& tml they're gng to ply pool,
but ii can't.
just bcus ii still have sci mcq & dnt ppr.
& if only dnt ppr was earlier,
ii can go ply with thm.
arghhhhh-
wth.
& tht cuckoo daniel ah,
keep suaning me ytd whn he came for trng.
cus his free.
& tht pc also another one.
both of thm ah,
get to see thm after so lng
but their first sentence was like.
ehhh, still got pprs ah?
cuckoo ppl.

but anw, ii've fun today.
& now, it's raining so heavily.
don't know what to do for now.
sian 1/2.

sometimes ii just wish you've more initiative,
like how you use to be last time.
& sometimes ii just feel damm fcuked up whn
you dont reply me for upteen times.
& ii don't know where the hell you're & what you're doing.
is att this just too much to ask for?

Saturday, November 18, 2006

ANGES LOY!
THIS ENTRY IS SO DEDICATED TO YOU.
& IT IS SPECIALLY TYPE OUT IN BLUE JUST FOR YOU.
II'M ONLINE NOW, BUT YOU AREN'T.
II WANNA PLAY SOLITAIRE & SUDOKU WITH YOU
SOOOOO MUCH.
II'M SO BORED ONLINE-ING WHN THERE'S
NO ONE TO PLY DA TRIPLE-S GAME WITH ME!
COME ONLINE ONLINE ONLINE!
& THN WE CAN USE DA JIAN IDEA II'VE.
THT'S DA SECRET BTW US.
DON'T TELL ANYONE. [:

ii'll take you in my hands,
& hold your right where you belong.
till the day my life is through,
this ii promise you. [:

Thursday, November 16, 2006

ii hate studying history!
history is such a
s-not-nice-to-study sub.
& poa is gonna spoilt my results.
it'll definitely be a F9!
ahhhhhhh!
]:

stupid msn.
having the stupid prob.
can't play game.
stupid la!
spoil my day.
]:

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

thanks ass & besto for buying me
da princess hours's soundtrack as b'dae present.
ii love it a lot!
& poa ppr is tml,
today you all didn't study much.
must study tml ok!
all da best for da rest of da ppr.
ii'll be waiting for tt day to break free;
& our class chalet.
loves! <3

Monday, November 13, 2006

arent's this cute?
haha.
got this web from anges. [:

Sunday, November 12, 2006

your absence for da day,
let me knw how much ii rely on you.
ii can't imagine how my world will be like
without your presence.

today is our 1yr 3mth,
but ii can't enjoy da day with you.
bcus you're at kusu.
but anw, ii just wanna say.
ii miss you [:

ii love you more with every breath you take in,
ii'll be faitful bcus you're da reason for living.
ii wanna stand by you forever,
until da blue sky fall dwn on me.

suddenly thought of this song.
thn this sound make me tink of you.
haha!
enjoy da song ii've for you.
[:

there was a farmer & her duck,
& anges was her name-o!
A-N-G-E-S, A-N-G-E-S, A-N-G-E-S
& anges was her name-o!

Saturday, November 11, 2006

ii feel so alone whn you're away.
ii feel so empty w/o you.
ii can't believe how my life will be w/o you around.
ii'm so used to days with you.
ii ...
sighhhhh ]:

Friday, November 10, 2006

hoho.
ii'm sixteen!
& yeah, maths paper 2 was quite gd today.
haha.

anges:
thanks for using pink in your blog for me.
ii feel honoured bcus you used it just for me!
& yeah, ii can't wait for o's to finish.
thn we can go trng, shopping, singing & everything everything tgt alr.
ii just can't wait for 20th to come. ii'll hang on till thn.
loves! [:

Thursday, November 09, 2006

maths paper 2 tml,
& thn ii'll left with 5 pprs.
gogo, jiayou!
& ii'm gonna be sixteen in 25mins time!
((:

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

was suffering from like depression in da afternoon.
studying halfway at lib with elaine,
ii suddenly just feel so frustrated.
& thn, feel so lost & bla.

sms anges, & thn feel so relaxed after tht.
she told me to be strong & think tht ii can do it.
feel so nice after reading da sms.
this period is one difficult obstacle to overcome,
it won't be easy.
but as long as ii stay strong,
ii won't feel so vexed & frustrated anymore.
such a meaningful sms!
ii love you singing partner!

ohoh, & yeah my bf!
haha.
he came dwn to find me
after he went out with xy to buy my present.
feel so nice whn ii meet him.
ii really missed him so much this few days.
his hugs make me feel so warm.
thinking of it,
ii can't wait for o's to end.
& thn ii can start my work at sentosa,
& thn have more time to enjoy.

o's is really making me suffer from depression.
ii'll have sleepless night everyday.
YAWNSSSSSS!
tired, gonna slp.
all da best for those taking o's!
<3

Friday, November 03, 2006

ii don't wanna say much abt anymore.
anw, ii hope our friendship would still stay strong & carry on.
you're still my best friend.
<3

had fun today at pizza hut with my friends.
cel my b'dae one week earlier.
finaly ii got my b'dae present.
ii love it!
haha.
& we took lots of pictures.
upload it whn ii've da time.

3 more days to o's.
happy but nervous.
/=

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

to da world you may mean one person;
but to one person, you may mean da world.

it's 2.15 am now.
am still awake, still can't sleep.
studying ss now.
& weeting is sending me songs
thru sharing folder.

iim getting so nervous & stressed up by o'lvl.
ii'm really afraid ii would give up halfway.
iim so afraid ii would not make it anywhere.
& my chi is alr a gone case,
don't wanna say much.

sigh, if only there's no o'lvl.
back to mugging. [: